tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391674969348404525.post2910092904136187187..comments2023-05-14T02:00:58.922-07:00Comments on Alisha M. Perry: The Exposure.Alisha M. Perryhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06240993034132689689noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1391674969348404525.post-28046164293229934702014-08-27T03:25:48.500-07:002014-08-27T03:25:48.500-07:00Ah yes the honeymoon phase. Always fun. Some are l...Ah yes the honeymoon phase. Always fun. Some are lucky if they make it after that phase. Now a days I'm lucky if someone will let their guard down enough to find out the real them cause they've been jilted from a previous relationship. I find girls that say 'Fuck. I have to find a man with money.' Once I hear that I'm like is that what it takes now? Money is the only important thing now? Fuck loyalty, love and trust. Money! Though I'm sure they're just saying that out of hatered from the last guy that did her wrong. I'm sure guys have their same version of that. Its either 1) fuck relationships I'm going to fuck as many girls as I can or 2) fuck why am I still not over her. I don't even know where I'm going with any of this. <br /><br />I think at this point I'm stuck in between wanting to be in a relationship and not. The part of a relationship I miss the most after the honeymoon phase is the daily phone call. Just to talk. See how their day is going or how is work. As you say someone on your team. When its dead between 3 to 8 in the morning I wish had somwe one to talk to. Watching Netflix by yourself is not fun. It been 10 months now and almost a 30 year old boy. I should have a stable relationship by now. At least I think I should. Problem is I don't go out as much anymore. I'm tired of the club and bar scene. Well I go to bars but my sole purpose is to drink and have a good time. I know it fairytale then anything but I wish I could look across the room at a bookstore and see her and be like yeah or her be standing next to me and just somehow start talking about what we're looking for. Like I said fairytale. Maybe the cashier or hostess at a restaurant. <br /><br />OK that went somewhere else. Back the to after the honeymoon phase. Like you that part is the fun time for me cause you get to really know them. I call it the relationship chicken phase. See if one is going to give the other that Oh moment. Me I'm an open book. As you can see from all that rambling from before. If you ask I'll answer. I have nothing to hide and nothing to gain from lying. To have someone to go on embarrassing adventures with. Shit I'm pretty good and doing that by myself. For example like today in Tahoe. Jumped into the lake and I'm not exactly the fitest looking guy but and made these two girls laugh so fucking hard flopping around like a fish in the shallow part. It was great. Also posed like a statue fountain squirting water from my mouth. At this point why should I care. I'm just being me. So when I hear people past stories that they are embarrassed or ashamed of I don't judge cause chances are I have a few myself. <br /><br />On that note I hope I find my teammate some day.Daniel Shraugerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00134387258979011011noreply@blogger.com